Mycology the sole source of joy Caps fill my head, wind up this toy Pass out sheets a real paperboy Hallucinate happiness so coy
Pull me in while the vapor dissipates Can't see in the cloud only anticipate Memory fragments, fragment the weight Disperse the pressure allow a steady gait
The reality in my head made real From my dreams, happiness I'll steal As fog clears I see before me what's real Existence so unpleasant that pessimist feel
But still, I persist unable to never exist When I can I visit that place lost in the mist I must find a way to live with life, coexistΒ Β Or in misery, I must resign to subsist
Happiness a toxin to my sanity Giddiness breaks down my reality Joy consumes my heart I'm an amputee Sadness flows into the hole an endless sea