your touch was poetry in a language I can't read anymore I still feel it in the core of my bones the lines and shadows of each letter drawing out a standing ovation I had never felt freedom from my mind you showed me how I could let go held me in a way that led me to believe I would be okay somehow because you'd catch me if I fell gentleness and death in your eyes now you speak and your words disappear in the air before reaching me on the other side of the room I see your lips and hands move but can't make out the sounds or shapes you take on so I watch the way you create poetry like looking at pictures in a book when you touch someone else in the language we once spoke