So much pain every day
Not from work
But just being with the wrong person

How did I end up here
I blame no one but myself

Had to guts to end the relationship
Now I am stuck for life
Made and swore a vow
To never leave you
Till death do us part

I just hope
It is me that makes the first step
For you really did nothing wrong
And I am just not right for you

I have tried to right myself
And stay sane
Just too many thoughts in my mind
From doing so

So much pain I go through
Silently

May I get a swift and fast death
But let me pass in the field
A glory death in battle.

Take me home
I guess I am done here

No happiness with you
Surely not you.