I hop on and off, just like my mood does. It's quite empty in sound, only the hissing of the wheels is present in my ears. I observe the flash of lights count them one by one. Making me realise that's not all I count. Life has been traced from number to number. But it's the countdown for a vacation, paradise, freedom with no walls. I wish the count would end because, my dear friend, my wish is to die even if I don't know why.