Thighs That crater in thin air Cheeks That are bigger than the sun Eyes Like almonds that turn to crescents when I smile A smile That is dorky and nerdy Something to be ashamed of Lips Too thin like pizza dough that has a hole ripped through it Height Can't reach the top shelf where my parents keep the sugar There are so many girls Who are prettier Skinnier With thighs that don't smother you when I get on top of you Or cheeks that don't totally eclipse their eyes Smiles that are straight and white Too busy being beautiful to even think about being dorky I don't know why I feel this way But suddenly Since you, I donβt