No it didn't **** me but something inside me died, maybe it was the part of me that you exposed to the world, maybe that's the part that i didn't realize that even a person like me could be capable of, oh dear , you showed the devil what love could actually be and just when it thought you were real you vanquished in the vandalized sanity of this insane stage with the mere actors in it. So yes something that was a part of me died and i am always grateful to you for you being the one person to show me what i was capable of . You will be the one and only person who will ever know that even a devil had heart that was capable of love.
The easiest way to destroy a person is to show them love and leave them without a reason.