i've had questions. who are you? why can't i believe in your existence? i want to, i want to believe in a higher power. i want to believe that there is someone watching over me, protecting me, blessing me with love and guiding me through life. but i don't understand. i don't understand who or what you are. why do people depend on you? when do you decide to help, and when to hinder? how can you choose who to save, and who to leave behind?