I'm listening to music
Trying my hardest not to lose it
I see your face
Unsure of whether to smile or cry
Though it's just a photo, or a couple
I don't wanna lie.

You weren't even mine,
Of course I feel out of line,
Even just one text from you
Makes me want to fall apart,
Doesn't matter what it is
You hurt my heart.

We were almost meant to be,
For three months, oh my god was I filled with glee!
But recently, it's all turned over.
So many disputes,
Arguments and less honest truths,
What happened to our original roots?

I really didn't want to have to write a poem about you,
But I didn't know what else to do.
We tried talking it out,
Nothing worked.
My apologies, yours too.
Yet your eyes continued to lurk.

I don't know what to do about us,
There were so many ideas discussed.
We always ask each other if we're okay,
If we weren't we'd say no and if we were we'd say "I think"
Yet sometimes I feel like
You'd get rid of me in a blink.