i wonder what its like
to not feel so deeply

                                                         ­                                   if there was a pill,
                                                                ­                    to finally forget it all...

To not remember the pain
poison, poured perfectly to the brim of my heart
To not remember your words
encompassing my mind, replaying
o
v
   e
    r
and
o
v
   e
    r
and
o
v
   e
    r
To not remember the tears
drowning the corpse you left, when you...
To not remember the goodbye
stuck inside the boxes
                filled with your memories
                left at your doorstep
                with our first kiss
To not remember you

but then I wonder what its like
to not feel so deeply

To not remember the love
you introduced me to, for the first time
To not remember your words
in between my poetry
o
v
   e
    r
and
o
v
   e
    r
and
o
v
   e
    r
To not remember the tears
from rapture, the first time you said it...
To not remember the hello
                filled with our memories
                beginning at your doorstep
                with our first kiss
To not remember you

                                                            ­                               i would not take it