For me, life is scarier than death. Its full of choices, mistakes, paths. Some of them are good, some of them make you wither into a shadow of your former self. Sometimes you learn and sometimes you only learn regret. But death comes for us all. There is no choice and no way to mess up. Life has so many choices which is difficult when you're indecisive.
Sometimes I can't even decide which leg to start walking with.