I regret this distance between us The length that could span entire galaxies Something I hoped I would never have to see When you pull--when you look away from me.
I miss this closeness we once shared The times when nothing else could stop us I guess I loved you, more than you could bear--
You're trying to save me.
I know you are.
You want to stop my rapid descent towards the rocks and tides below. That's something you don't understand, love. I'm already there. My heart has already decided. It's more than I want, but I'm helpless.
You care enough to try to spare me the heartache that you know you cause You want to leave me in one piece, alive, whole But, oh, darling--you don't even know! You shatter me every day, but you remake me into something beautiful and new. Different from before.
It sounds strange, love. But you cannot do anything to halt the tides.
Though you would try, this heart cannot beat for anyone but you. These tides are set in the moon, And I, like her, revolve around you.
Such a strange sensation To come so close to losing you. You say you're not going anywhere, but I know you will leave. They always do. Despite your better efforts to remain apart from everyone else, I see right through you. You're just the same. They're just like you.
I regret this distance between us, love. I haven't quite yet accepted my fate. You say you miss me and want to see me, But do not make the effort. I miss the days you wanted to talk every day. I think that's the hurt that will never go away.