When I'm anywhere close to you, I can't seem to figure out what to do Cuz after years of keeping my emotions sealed I dont know how to feel
So as you reach out your hand and arm, One that's been abused and brought to harm, I'm lost in what I want to do Cuz I feel something so strongly for you
But I don't know what I'm feeling, I don't know what emotion you've been unsealing And I want to get close to you, but I'm lost, I want to understand, but I fear the cost
I dont think I could live without you, But I dont know if my emotions are true. Why am I so mentally ******, that I can't just see That I think I do want you to be with me
theres a guy I care for so much but idk wut I'm feeling and I dont want to hurt him in any way so I just hide from myself