Am I so broken?
She tells me so,
Her eyes full of tears
That it's what's left unspoken
That I can't see myself
That I can't react
I'm numb
Someone else's problem
Not mine
It's not who I am
Not who I want to be
But in reality it is
It's who I've become
Faded and worn
Not yet 20 but old
But I am a lie