Dec 2018
i can’t handle
public shaming
it’s my weakness
my paranoia
justified
i felt hot all over
my eyes filled with tears
and i tried
not to cry
as 40 people stared
someone i admire
hurt me
made fun of me
in front of people
i like
and i couldn’t
handle it
i’m too weak
to handle it
so
when class was over
i walked out
and cried
public shaming
it’s my weakness
my paranoia
justified
i felt hot all over
my eyes filled with tears
and i tried
not to cry
as 40 people stared
someone i admire
hurt me
made fun of me
in front of people
i like
and i couldn’t
handle it
i’m too weak
to handle it
so
when class was over
i walked out
and cried
Public shaming makes me so paranoid about what people think and it makes me so upset. I haven’t had a good past few days and this made it so much worse. I can’t go home and change out of the clothes that I was made fun of for and I’m so anxious and hurt.
