IT HURTS At first I felt nothing. Nothing but happiness. It was easy. Feeling your body on top of mine was easy. But now, But now itβs different. I feel a multitude of things. Love and pain amongst them. Itβs hard. Feeling your body on top of mine is hard. Your body feels heavier, just like my heart. I long for our hearts to connect like our bodies do. It hurts. At first I felt nothing. Now I feel everything.