I don't know why I feel so down today. The other day I Saw my best friend, as sharp as ever Had her sharp nail go against my belly softly.... I thought seeing her would bring me pleasure But instead I felt the old fear and sadness I grabbed her wrist and told her to go back where she came from. All she left was a long pink mark on my tummy Now, that day I almost went back into old ways All I could see at the moment was the scars I would have the rest of my life.
Last night was scary for me. I was about to ruin my 3 month streak from hurting my self....