sometimes i could sit here for hours wondering where i could find myself again whether that would be in the clouds up high or in the luminescent stars that i devour
i wish i could see through you, to see the stars through rose coloured lenses, fogged by your intimacy but these stars are too hard to reach, beyond my hands with each attempt, each reach i'm only left with burns and scars
i didn't think it would be hard, no one told me of how hard, how hard it is to love.
i went to a formal dinner last night im so glad i went, i will miss my friends