To Steve
Do you remember the morning you lost your dad?
When I seen you crying I started
I begin thinking one day I would be you and lose mine too
Never did I think it would be this soon
High school graduation,  first day of college,  and everything that follows I'll do without him
He took a piece of my happiness when he decided to leave
Atleast you knew yours loved you enough to stay
Questions with no answers is what I'm stuck with
And it really *****
I believed everything he ever said
He promised he would always be there
To not worrying about calling
I could just yell cause he would always be close
I know I rarely said it but I loved him
And for that I get this and that ain't fair
Why
Why did you lie
Why would you  leave without telling me why
You didn't even say goodnight
You couldn't have waited till I was awake
Maybe after you drove me to shool
All I have are broken promises
I don't love you
I hate you
I'm glad your gone
You wasn't even my real dad
Goodbye

Dear Kayla
What did I say about letting other people make you so mad ?
Never give them that power
It hurts me to know I have caused you pain
I never wanted that
And I am with you
I'll always be by your side
Every minute we spent together was a blessing
You taught me more then I would've ever knew
My hero, my beautiful girl, my brilliant daughter
The sunshine in my day
The reason for the smile on my face
You don't need me around to continue your path towards great things
I believe you will change something in this world in a postive way
I tried staying around to see it
I hope time takes away your anger and pain
Theirs three envolopes in your top draw
Please wait to open till the date wrote on each one of them
I'm going to miss alot and
I'm sorry for that
I didn't want you worrying about me so your mom and myself decided not to tell
I would've before I had to leave but things got worse
If you cry please cry tears of happiness
That's all I want you to remember
I hope this letter helps in someway
I'm going to go now but remember
I'll still love you more tomorrow then I do today
You made my life mean something
Be good for your mom and don't forget to always smile
It makes the world shine
Thank you for being you and loving me
Love,
Your dad

P.S
I couldn't make it in before you feel asleep to say goodnight. But I sat by your bedside for hours watching you  Kissed your forehead and letting you know I was sorry I wouldn't be able to take you to school. I love you , you amazing beautiful girl