I’m surrounded by people I love, people who cherish me, their embraces warm me every second and all I feel is empty. my mind is scattered, my heart is scared, and I spend every waking night reminiscing on memories shared. I’m no longer me, I’ve only been numb, I wonder when I’ll find her again, hopefully in days that’ll come. I miss who she used to be, when she wasn’t a mess, not a care in the world, living without stress. someone help me find her, bring her back to me, so I can study her parts and be who I’m supposed to be.