In the heartache In the loss In the tears In the gain In the depression In the wounds In the joy In the blame In the judgement In the knowing In the guessing game In the hurt In the distance In the wrong In the right In the silly In the clever In the dark In the light In the fear In the fright In the courage In the brave In the naughty In the well behaved In the struggle In the failed In the hollow In the nailed In the lonely In the guided In the seeing In the blinded In the angelic In the devilish In the amazing In the dishevelled In the moral In the mistakes In the real In the fake In the warmth In the cold In the happy In the oh no!!! In the patient In the hurry In the bliss In the worry In the ugly In the pretty In the beautiful In the witty In the confidence In the vulnerability In the shame In the pity I have loved my self through it all