God doesn't love me
I know
because they told me

grieve alone
love alone
they responded that I was deserving
of all this crippling pain inside my brain

they kissed my cheek
and vanished within a late dream

I had an angel
he took away

I'm alone
they said
I won't ever see their home

God doesn't love me
I saw a figure
standing at the end of my bed
imprisoned me with
a  shadow

It all makes sense now