In my heart sharply these words are etched: 'you struggle as a writer you are not quite yet'--
an exhortation, a reminder so timely, so true, so appropriate just a searcher, a sojourner, a learner that I vow to take heed, never to forget--
does it matter at all if I should fail to reach the gate of the masters and the sages? I have no cause ever to regret--
a few close fellow-travellers at my dying hour would come near my bed my simple happy epitaph I would leave them: ' I am the dreamer you well knew--the writer 'not quite yet' '.