Faster than ever the world spins, and I’m barely hanging on. The downfall of this very existence has shaken me to the core, and all the things I wish I could say, I can’t say. Even if it doesn’t make sense, this twisted thinking in my head. I’d rather be alone buried in the lies than have you by my side, tears and all. Because if goodbye comes too soon, I don’t want you to remember me gasping for the very last breathe. And if my hold on this world lets go, just recall the beating of my heart when you and I were so in love.