I’m suddenly bombarded by a wave of panic I’m slowly drowning A unexplained darkness starts to surround me
I can feel the adrenaline course through my veins I’m flooded by it’s sweet pain I can’t wait for when this is over finally My hands start shaking violently
Blood rushes to my cheeks turning them bright red I can’t move I’m trapped inside my own head I can’t think I can’t see everything’s getting foggy An invisible serpent slithers it’s way up my body Squeezing and squeezing it tightens as it’s makes its way to my neck It’s slithers around me it’s so grotesque Slowing curling around. It grips tighter and tighter My lungs are burning now they’re on fire
My throat starts to close and I can’t speak My legs turn to rubber and they become so weak ***** is slowly rising burning its way up my throat My chest feels as though it’s going to explode I gasp for air as I silently choke And the pressure will just increase My stomach knots and hot tears slide down my cheeks My heart beats rapidly to an ominous beat I’m burning and sweating I can’t handle this heat My panic clouds my brain and I can’t think I collapse and shrink
My jaw is sore from gritting my teeth I look fine on the outside but I’m fighting a silent battle underneath I can’t breathe I can’t breathe I can’t breathe Why won’t it stop why won’t it cease
With all this pain my teeth start to grind I’m Held captive within my own mind
I’m going to die I’m going to die I’m going to die Why won’t it stop why why why My anxiety is exploding in my brain Im engulfed by this excruciating pain It’s like a tidal wave of suffering I’m just trying not to be drowned I’m screaming and suffocating but no one seems to hear a sound
But suddenly my anxiety starts to slowly relinquish its power It’s only been a few minutes but it felt like hours My heart starts to slow and I start to relax My ability to breathe slowly comes back I look down surprised to find my body intact I’m fine it was just another panic attack