Becoming an adult is the greatest trick I fell for, happened faster than taking my first step Never wished life to be unfair to childhood memories The promises and games I have forgotten some I try to recreate Out of reach, the paper plane stayed Each fold looks exactly like the segments of my heart, enclosing spilled secrets Hoping to escape on a boat built with chocolate wrap My favourite snack turned enemy, doctor said I have diabetes Trapped in between a stormy sea stretched miles apart, scared not to drown in my own tears Prayers offered during a full moon night I held on to than friends Still scribbled on the face of a blue sky are the conversations we had Talking to the mirror becomes an act I didn't outgrow Unleashing the beauty of becoming me The growth and changes in living Everyone and everything changed form Our giggles now turned to be a disguised laughter to keep us from crying With cheeks hiding the stress we encounter on our way to become adults The pattern is endless Hoping to play in the rain naked away from the prying eyes of life Washing off the words burnt on my skin Left with beautiful scars for becoming an adult The greatest trick I fell for.
Everything and everyone changed forms. I watch kids play in the rain while I seek for shelter to avoid getting my suit wet. The paper plane is heavier than it was.... I miss my childhood.