I remember when I was Self-conscious. Sure, I still have my struggles- Little negative thoughts navigate Through nothingness natively out of My mouth. But, sometimes I like to think I am the greatest. Sometimes, I like what I do. Through and through, I try to keep this thought true, Take something I learned and Share it with you. I feel new, Just sometimes. As if I am not who I was back then. As if depression never took me, And if social anxiety Was a construct of pseudoscience. Sometimes I feel stronger, As if I can take on the world; By my own hero, And save the ones I love. Sometimes, I feel the sunshine And the weight lift from my shoulder. The older I get, the longer it stays. I am getting better, Or maybe I was never Ill in the first place. I can do things Other cannot, But also learn from those same people. I can grow as me- Stop the burning and cutting And constant lonely late night crying. I am free to be balanced And to be me And happy. Sometimes, just sometimes, I get a glimpse of the time if those moments Became my everytime. And then I smile, and breathe Just breathe. And continue to think of myself As broken, but still beautiful