i should have never approached you
because once i learned about you
and who you were
i was jealous
and it's not that hard to know
that i'm not as good enough as you are
everyone keeps telling me that you like me
and that you wanted to ask me to homecoming
but i can't believe that
why would you want me?
maybe it's that i don't want you
maybe that's the truth
yes, i've been avoiding you
but i'm doing this for myself
i can't put myself down because of you
isn't that what i should do?
i have to make myself happy
not you
i'm sorry but that's how it needs to be right now
i can't feel love at all
except for him
and i'm not going to apologize for that
i can love who i love
and it doesn't mean i can't love you
but i just can't feel at all right now
for anyone else
and to be honest
i'm too scared to