have you ever seen beauty in a silky nightmare have you ever seen the monster of deprivation in heavens promise?
we speak of private things we should never talk about about vailed women and their terrible secrets and about myself who remains no longer a secret to myself
somewhere i went off the track like a daisy chain saw of honesty to ensure you knew i was sick a sick **** with a trick as if i ate some ****** up hallucinogenic' s making me spill my obsessions all over you like some weird perfumed ***** down a swirling rainbow toilet that turns out to be only jelly and whipped cream wrapped in colored ribbons on cellophane tampons
i feel like having *** or going to the toilet in public while waving my hands up in the air screaming yahoo i'm free to blow to kingdom come the temple of normalcy you know the church of rose gardens, cemeteries and deprivations except of course for the sneers, smears and self loathing vanilla demons who wear long see through dresses and crosses like dash board plastic virgins with bobbing heads that make hissing sounds about sin
i confess i'm attracted to the darkest women strange ******* and ****** the stranger the better who shake their butts like hoodoo enchanted show girls doing what they shouldn't do crying and scrying like cooing moons calling "drink me like ****** Mary daddy **** lollypop" all inky tats and razorblade ouchies
or you can join those covered in white collared black as death habits begging the invisible *** cake in paradise waiting for mercy and a little **** that never comes stuck in an empty loveless bar of crucifixes that only serves up theology
oh baby ***** dreams do come true pink ****** ***** gladly widen their haunches like **** without boots not caring if they go to hell playin like a joy ride of fiddle **** sticks all freaky tongues and tingling licks thick saliva multi lingual blow jobs lathering flashing lipped saliva for the squirt with fiery wet hypodermic kisses that make screams like creamed upleaping lava and ash for a million hungry sexed up twisting tongues in occult ecstasy fecundating shrouds of steamy clouds in stained red black lighted rooms with cherub crowned ***** and their drooling snatches buttered ****
eat quivering like fowl mouthed piranhas crying more raw meat please while you drag your perfect person visage into hollow caves of despair cold and lonely
so you forlorn love struck weeping horney pathetic scarecrow socially engineered robots if you want love like heated buttery waffles with sweet jam just give your self away like slutty putty to lust criminals and *** addicted pervs until you feel someone swallow you whole soul and all and lick their lips like your their cherry pie
then look passed your rats nest of pride and exhaustive approval list and love them back like free beer bang their brains out be their slave and make them yours in the mad house of love of warped shimmering mirrors, straight jackets, and squeezy insertions
and if one day they don't appreciate your imperfect perfection if they weaponize like critic's teach them respect shove it where they breathe lick your wounds be brave throw them in the trash bin of history and move on
Eros and Venus take a million forms
look around your swimming in a giant bowl of broken hearts hungry mouths, drenched ***** and hard *****
you whimpering little beasts dress to **** undress to live
its a movable feast
advice to the lovelorn young thank you to Lora Lee for the line " swirling toilet rainbows"