there’s a calm in the air, in the water, in my heart the skies no longer rub off and make me blue it only feeds me truth it’s better than it once was my blood is more unapologetic and my eyes they wander i’m walking through the gravel barefoot and it eventually turns to snow in my mind you stand in front of me and i’m asking “what else do you want to know?” i awake and my breathing releases calm the anxiety has ceased and it no longer shows itself by the dawn