stagnant air hovering in between the mouths, table set for a party and you ask about my knees, about how many bruises they have, about my neck and the tongues it has felt and I sit silent, shrinking myself into a perfect mold of womanhood (untouched, unburdened, unknown), nodding and smirking, coyly, when you ask if you could walk me home (my hand in yours burns raw)) hurricane humidity, like walking through water like drowning like ******, like love