Lately all I've been feeling is  lost
Because whenever I want to **** myself I try to contemplate the cost
But every time it is a battle that is hard fought
Every time I get closer and closer just to ending it all
And on those lonely nights, instead of trying to fix it I just continue to push my liver to its limits
And people don't understand

People don't understand the true feeling of feeling lost
People don't understand what it feels like when the only thing you feel is lost

People don't understand how therapy doesn't do anything
Because if those therapists wouldn't get paid they wouldn't be there

People don't understand why talking about it doesn't do anything
Because those people who listen don't ever know what to say

People don't understand why trying to be happy doesn't work
Because it is impossible to shut out the voices from your head


People don't understand how our society is so heartless
Because instead of helping you when you're down they kick you
and beat you
and taunt you
Until you think you can't take anymore
Then they make it worse

Lately I've just been feeling lost
So lost that I can't even think straight anymore
So lost that eating is something I feel like doing anymore
So lost I don't even want to die anymore

So lost that all I can do is cry some more
So lost that all I want to do is cry some more