I just wanted to enjoy the day Sitting on the bench Glad I'm not in the drench From the heat Talking to people is so neat But when you only start a conversation To get my number It only makes me feel number To certain situations I hate to assume So that's why I don't easily partake I'm trying to avert myself from the fakes When you leave me here Realizing you only wanted something out of me It puts me into defeat It's happened multiple times before Tired of this deplore This heart tries to vehemently roar Positively. It's definitely a fight