Instead of crying, she laughs Pushing the tears back with a wide smile Oh, wait! Her tears don't even exist They were pushed back over the years Till they fell into her heart She numbed her eyes over time Until she found that she has no more tears to cry In the time she needed a tear the most Her eyes forbade it to form Perhaps it was their punishment for her For all the times they were filled with tears Dying to fall down her cheeks But she never let them Too proud she was to let others see her tears Or too coward, for her tears has now disappeared Now the roles have turned Now it's her soul that's crying a lot Day and night With each breath that rise But with a very wide smile, And a very dry eyes.