August 25, 2018

Dear Diary,

It seems I've gone and done it again
I've made another poor soul suffer
I hoped that my heart would finally rest
Yet the uneasiness never wavered
It tells me to accept it
Accept the feelings that I ran away from 7 months ago
Accept the feeling that I buried deep inside because I was too scarred to face the fact that it's normal to get hurt
I suffered greatly
But until I can rest
Let me smile with the pain as red liquid pours out of my wrists
I hope she can forgive me
As I still love her deeply

Sign, Me