im sorry that some days i cannot reply to your text message. i’m in bed, in too much mental pain to get out.
i’m sorry that some days i seem off and distant. i have a lot going through my head at all times.
i’m sorry that i will bail on plans last minute. sometimes i just want to stay home.
i’m sorry that i cannot be happy like you are. there is a battle going on in my head that never seems to end, no matter how long i go to therapy.
i’m sorry that i’m quiet in public places, my stomach gets tied in knots whenever i’m anxious.
things in life haven’t been the same for a long time. i don’t want to go outside and see the sun, i want to stay inside by myself, because the battle in my head is exhausting sometimes.
i’m sorry that i cannot be happy. i’m really trying, i promise