I'm sorry, I'm so far away. The thought of you alone, feeling how I once felt. I understand that it feels like you can't escape the thoughts of her.

The drugs no longer take your mind long enough to forget, the alcohol is starting to feel shallow. You can't drown yourself in anything but your own blood.
The bathtub is drenched, the water is only slightly colder than your body..
I'm so sorry I couldn't be the blood in your veins to keep you warm.