Will I ever find happiness first I need to know what happy is Then I'll find out what happy gets Hopefully it's a paradise with rapid bliss Times are hard, heartβs froze with cold eyez Spirits weary and teary listen to my soul cry Overtaken by misery and agony that I endure Loves gone pain settled in and there ain't no cure Will I ever find it? Will I ever feel it? Astray from the lightness in the dark fighting demons Never felt it before its a stranger to me But I have felt the rage, this anger in me Will I ever find happiness? Hopefully I do cuz right now my minds vacant It's not where happy lives