She came to me in a dream of bones floating on top of the waters of a riverbed of death her cold lips offered a warm smile and the promise of a place better than this I heard my heartbeat slow and fade as I gave into the hope of drowning and dropped my bones one by one into the peaceful current of her limbs and now I canβt remember my name or my sins and I am no longer here or there but if this dream isnβt lying I have finally found my home