I didn't cry As we said goodbye toss and turn and gently weep Should I fail to fall right off to sleep Or endeavor to sever any sense of remourse rising up... along the course of my day should I see the extra key now hung on the hook, or a stray ... paperback book as I put up ...that...now extra coffee cup or anything else that seems out of place designed to leave the trace of a tear down my face nor have I felt any sense of dread concerning that half empty bed Consciously choosing to fall asleep on the couch or recliner instead nor have I felt any nostalgic bite when rolling over in the chill of the night finding no one there to cling to I do not choke up when I read or hear the same phrases or words used elsewhere That was said between ....us as we broke up no driving miles out of my way or checking my emails over and over each day no practice calls creating phrases looking for the right words not one of these things has brought any tears any pain but I'm crying now ...as I'm realizing how unfair it is to see by what I just shared how little I must have cared.... ...... that truly makes me sad!