We were all forged in fire, some of us cooked longer than others sizzling away in a ******* cast iron skillet, popping and steaming. It's sounds like the beginning of a gory old Grimm's fairy tale, doesn't it?
We all cooked until we were hard, and cracked. Stones, dull in appearance harsh in action. But you, you are soft.
You must have been born with a map of the stars printed on your eyelids, and silver snowflakes on the tip of your nose, the smallest brother.
The air is thick with expectation. The words people utter into the atmosphere all hang in the air like smoke. We all live and breathe it. Masculinity, femininity, not enough, too much. The expectation is in our blood.
But you, you're laying on the ground, below the smoke and toxins on your back looking up at the sky, and deciding for yourself who it is you want to be.
Kitchen conversations in the late weekend afternoon, my hand pressing a damp washcloth to your arm. The summerΒ Β had baked your cheeks into a freckled pink, we giggled together.
Off the washcloth came with a flourish to reveal a pink floral scented temporary tattoo, our forearms matched in colorful decoration. We wore them with pride for a week, until they faded.
You make me better, somehow.
The little things we do together, my smallest brother and I, they make me better. You've got a healing magic in your lack of expectation, your blind acceptance. I think that's what the world needs, Temporary tattoos and magic.