My Estranged Dear Why couldn't we piecemeal the past The pieces that crashed Over dinner and a cup of joe Over the branches that glow Why did the leaves fall from their limbs Before the Autumn hymns Before their time Our days lost in chime Why do two hearts sever alone Confetti tomorrows falling to stone Why my estranged dear do you dread A benevolence served over broken bread A posse of good nature willed In fall of olive branches milled To my estranged dears Collectively over the years I sat in front of the mirror Farther away than nearer Pondering the same sad old song Of where golden went wrong Was it being on the ruler of the river With no catches to deliver Being next to our campfire Small flames freezing your heart's desire Was the heat of the night Dancing in plight Were the words I spoke Just a convoy of smoke Was it sleeping in the restless tent Your pent up passion spent On black bears in others, you see And not in me To my estranged dears My eyes were blind to your fears I admit with regret And knowingly I know my debt Yet I can only wander on the past In hopes that an ember is cast A ruler I was not Though vetted by such for naught