I've seen it before. Just not quite as beautiful As yours.
You see, the fact that you feel AND express yourself? (& so very well!) It's eloquence (THAT'S class). Not where or to whom you were born (that's genetics). Not where you live (that's status). It's how you interact with what God has given you (or sometimes doesn't). Its how you treat others.
If I ever get the chance (in person) to witness Your beautiful chaos Please know in advance... I would see a more complete man. Not just broken pieces.