A five by eight enclosure is too quiet and dainty, perfect for thinking. Awful just awful.
Fiberglass is too cold to be cozy and air doesn't circulate better when standing up.
White water doesn't have a grip when it falls at a rapid speed and the drops continue to fall a victim to gravity without regard.
Sitting there, skin to the cold cold bottom feels so lonely, sending emptiness back and forth and up only to send itself back down to it's home. It's honestly dreadful..
There's nothing to distract from the burning.. No white noise to quiet the mental rumblings..
Eyes closed, breath stalled, fingers trembling, chilling thoughts at bay, finally engulfed.
I took a bath today.
Taking those small steps to get better are very important.