I know that not everyone is happy. I know that people would hide the crawling, killing monster in them with smiles and laughter. I know that tears are necessary. It's waters healed wounds. I know that those monsters inside might even be a learning point. I know that monster can be tamed. I know that monster can be destroyed. What if this isn't the meaning you were writing as you pen down your thoughts? I really do not know. I just know that we can be happy. We can be loved. We can be used to eternal purposes. We are unworthy and a mess. But that is what makes God's love so much more beautiful. I am sorry for hiding, the brokenness in me. I am sorry for showing the moving darkness in me.