I'm no poet
I know no poems

I'm no writer
I write no words

I'm no artist
I have no art

running away from all the titles
my friends like

I turn off the lights
and if no one loves me
I'll go to sleep

I disappear all the time
hoping I can see the future

I see my name
in someone else's face

it feels strange

turning off all the windows
closing the lights
switching on the sun at night
push the moon into the pool
of my confusion

july makes me weak
feeling like summer

I don't belong anywhere