Here I find myself lost again
Reaching for something that I’ll never grasp
Watch you- and everyone- drift away
I can’t say I blame you
I wish I could drift away from myself too
I want to leave this body
Leave this mind
Leave this world
Nobody sees though
I locked myself too deep and these chains are my own doing
I am the reason for all my pain
You were always a false hope
I should have known from the beginning
It’s just a shame I have to wake up now
Dreaming was much more bearable