Do we need to fall in love madly ?

I am always questioning love and the couple as it has been sold to me.
And as weird as it seems : it’s totally not one of my goals.

How can I trust the world and the idea of love if I don’t even see what’s being a couple means.
I heard it’s holding hands at the sunset, laughing until sunrise and drinking to get blind.
This who sounds beautiful for most of the people sounds painful for me.

The sun rise every morning in a different way and set every evening with different colors it looks beautiful but what if it’s jsut the look what if the red colors are the symbol of fire, of anger, of unhappy feelings ?

I saw so many of those “couples” and they always seems not to get enough.
I want magic, no lies, only laugh, no battle, no drama ... apparently it’s too much to ask.
I would like someone to hold my hands traveling the world, raising kids who can understand that seeing the positive way of life is always the best option. Is there anyone in this world who just want to go that way ?

Until then I am here, I am waiting, I know you find me.