I didn't know darkness will be my home and every now and then, silence enveloped my soul.
Not the kind of silence that I couldn't utter a word.
This is the kind of silence that's been eating me alive.
Silence is my only way of pretending.
Pretending that I am alive and still breathing.
But they didn't know that my silence is suffocating.
My thoughts have been drowning me and I keep these all to myself.
And it came to the point that I want to be silent for the rest of my life.
Living exhausts me so I prefer to be silent.