my heart hasn’t broken again
in more months than i imagined
I haven’t lost control of life
at least haven’t wanted to take the dive

but something does not feel right
there’s a strange feeling in my heart
the kind where you always feel scared
like any minute you’re gonna be scarred

though i still try day by day
to do anything to stay mostly sane
i can’t help but wonder every night
if insanity is truly all that bad

they say when you hit rock bottom
that’s when you’ll finally come up
but what if there is no end
what if you just keep falling down