I'm sorry because I can't control my broken mind. Please, forgive me because I don't know what to do with my toxic feelings. You need to understand, that my mind is dark and I have trust issues, that some days it's impossible for me to care about the people I love. I don't want you to leave me, because even though I can act like I don't need you you are the one that's keeping my boat afloat. But I'm not the type of person you need in your life; You need someone willing to dry your tears and I'm one of the reasons why you cry at night. You need a lighthouse to show you the way back to sanity, and I'm a storm that causes you anxiety. And because I love you deep enough to realize how toxic I am to you, so much that it hurts to see you hurting because of my words, I'll have to say goodbye. Because I care about you, and if you stay with me I'll end up breaking you.